It's only me...

It's only me tonight sitting here listening to the quiet,
It's only me lost in my thoughts,
It's only me afraid of what I am missing,
but wanting to stay safe and hidden,
It's only me dreaming of exotic places and exotic faces,
oh how I wish I could see you,
and I don't even know you,
until the universe sees fit to put you in my path,
it will remain only me.

A dream..

I have in my mind what I want for my life and I even have the list.
1. I want to travel
2. I want a career that will allow me to travel.
3. I want to be financially stable
4. I want to complete my degree (working on it).
5. Eventually meet the perfect guy for me.  What would I consider perfect?  Smart, good looking, funny, financially stable, educated, built, dark eyes, dark hair and over 6 foot tall.  I want him to respect that I like my freedom and embrace all of my quirks.  I want him to be a partner to me.  I want him to love his mother but not be a momma's boy. The kicker to this is I know I am not ready for him yet...I just want to meet him and even though I  know it may not be our time now.  I still need to grow as human being but soon our time will be ours.  Is there anyway the universe will allow that?  If I met him tomorrow would it be like a shock to me and then lights start exploding around me.  Would the universe just have us bump into each other?